The abdication of the suppressed
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I love you baby with all of my heart
Its time I left you now though
So your life can begin to start

You deserve much more than I can give
A wife to love and some beautiful kids
A normal life free from pain
Judgement, hostility and disdain

You were always there for me when I needed you most
And I thank you for all the time you have spent
You let me see how special life can be
It made me so very happy the love you showed to me

The last image on my mind will be heaven
It will be of you and me laying side by side
Your arms wrapped around me tight
I will not be afraid, I never was in your arms
The world can drift away now
And I will be smiling past my last breath.